Lost friend..

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Breaking the silence with a word

Breaking my heart into pieces

You softly whispered a good bye

Not even looking into my eyes

And I closed my eyes in pain

Trying to hold the tears in vain


Sometimes I think I made a mistake

Taking you for granted all the time

Hoping to find you right beside me

In the darkest hours of my life

Nobody knows how my heart feels

Deep inside how my heart weeps


I never wanted you to go away

Leaving me to live with your memories

Now I wish I had a second chance

To be the someone of your dreams

Will you keep coming back to me

Giving one more chance to me


All my life I thought, I believed

You know me better than myself

Although I never told you

You know what you mean to me

Still I wonder why you had to go

May be every good thing must end


But something in my heart says

Hold on, this is not the way it ends

I will never lose faith in my love

And that inspires me to believe

One day you will come back to me

Making my life perfect once again..

Lost without you

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Running away from your memories
Every day every moment
I find my heart frozen in time
Missing the beat of life

Trying to ignore the world around me
To forget the past that pains me
I stand here alone and lost
With no more tears to drench my eyes

Looking out of my window into the wild
I see myself floating away with the wind
My mind wanders on lonely roads
Taking me to some unknown worlds

Now when i look back i see nothing
The road behind me is vague as fog
I know I am leaving you behind
With my soul seeking the warmth of solitude…

Missing You

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Looking at this lonely road, i can still see your footmarks.

Still i can hear your footsteps going away from me.

But i wont follow you. Not because i cant find you

But because i know you are not the same anymore.

with changing seasons, everything surrounding me change

but my life is so stand still, leaning towards these brick walls

Sometimes i cry inside my heart without any tears, silently

Not for the pain you gave me but for the love i miss..

Even in these hours of pain, the soothing memories you gave

makes my heart feel warm and even makes me smile sometimes

I thought everything you brought into my life will be gone with you

My life still wanders around you, making me believe you are still there.

I know things wont change now, you will never come back

may i will never see you again, or even hear from youbut all my life

i will remember you and those wonderful moments

with my heart silently telling you, i miss you..

The Hate Song...

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Hey look, if some one gonna target you,
Hit you like no one have ever done
How will you feel, will you let them walk away like that
Or will you make them pay for every single bit?

The only thing i remember it was no way serious
It was only part of a joke that went wrong
Making most of the things were they
Taking the opportunity to make their own way
And i wont mind having a big fight over it
Its no way a free way, you cant use me like that
Only way you get out of it, is just you have to pay
Yea, The price for all the pretty things you did
It gonna cost you heavy, as it was no way funny
And i promise , you gonna pay for every single bit
You thought it will b easy playing with someones mind
Now think of an escape, solve this puzzle, a way out
because it will be the last thing you will ever find
This is my game, Its my rules , I own this place
And you walk in, play your game, cheat me and walk away
Must be the worst idea that will ever come from your head
Now its my turn knock off that head of yours,
and for you its Game over..

Little things you do, sometimes follow you everywhere
you can run, you can hide but it will keep coming to you
Be prepared to face me, because i can reach you from nowhere
You have no chance of escaping, now that's all i can tell you

You played the wrong game with me
Marked me as the wrong guy
And now smile at me as you did nothing
Inviting me to have a go, to show what I can do
Now stop acting like you don't care
Every step i take will make you scare
You and me had no business together,
No way we were meant to be together
I was never a part of your ugly game
You got me into this, you made me go further
Now I am going to show you what I can,
You can run, Only to find yourself at the dead end.
Things not gonna change and
You wont get much of a chance
You pushed me against the wall
Hoping i will crack, hoping i will fall
But I will always survive and i know i will
Now Get ready, its pay back time.

Little things you do, sometimes follow you everywhere
you can run, you can hide but it will keep coming to you
Be prepared to face me, because i can reach you from nowhere
You have no chance of escaping, now that's all i can tell you

Girl, I am just trying to ignore you,
Trying to forget, trying to forgive
you know why,
Coz You are no way a game..

Saathi Teri Yaad Aati Hai..

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Sari raat teri yaadein kyon chali aati hai,
Humko rulane ke irade saath le kar.
Is dil par ab kya guzarna baki hai
Ke har lamha tadpate rahti hai

Ye yaadein kyon humein tanha nahi chodti
Jab tune hi humein tanha choda hai
Kahan socha tha maine, saath kuch aisa hoga
Pyar ka anjaam humein kuch aisa milega

Hum toh tere sapne dekh kar soya karte the
Ab to neend ne bhi humara sath choda hai
Har din tujse milne ki umeed mein jaagta tha
Ab zindagi se bhi koi umeed nahi bachi hai

Tujse baat karne ke liye afsane doondte the,
Har lamha intezaar mein kaat-te the
Ab to ye tanhayi bhi humse baat nahi karti
Ye aankhein to kisi ka intezaar bhi nahi karti

Tere jaane ke baad to sab kuch soona pada hai
Mohabbat ke rahon mein saathi khoya hai
Ab main kise dhoondu en veeran rahon mein
Sochta hoon to dil rone lagta hai

Hum se to zindagi ne manzil hi cheena hai
Teri yaadien lekar hi ab hum ko jeena hai
Mushkil hain in raahon se guzarna akele
Magar teri yaddein mujhe nahi chodti akele..

Sense of being wrong...

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When I was small the world was so pretty
Life was so fun , the days were so sunny
Had a good nights sleep every time I went to bed
Was it a dream, that was too good to be real.

One day the colors of my life decided to fade
Everything surrounding me began to change
I was so unprepared for this new phase
All I could do was to fall without a fight.

Sometimes I wonder where i am going
These roads are not taken before
The world is not the same anymore
And my life is not just mine anymore..


And all those wonderful things,
Those dreams were over so fast
How did this happen to me
How did i end up at the wrong place..

There are whispers all around me
Telling me its time to get on with it
I want to break free and move on
Than just flowing with the stream..


Time is flying past but my life is so still
Walking on the same roads against my will
My soul is searching something, i don't know
Or am I searching my soul, i wish i know..

Will this be the place i really belong
Will i ever rise from the ashes of my dreams
The pain is so much, i wish i could bury all the grudge
But how can i forget those who are there only to judge..

In all these confusions and struggles
Something keeps on reminding me
You are just the wrong person at wrong place
Or is this the wrong time, who knows...

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